There’s a difference between losing something you knew you had and losing something you discovered you had. One is a disappointment. The other feels like losing a piece of yourself.
It hurts every day, the absence of someone who was once there.
Socializing is as exhausting as giving blood. People assume we loners are misanthropes just sitting thinking, ‘Oh, people are such a bunch of assholes,’ but it’s really not like that. We just have a smaller tolerance for what it takes to be with others. It means having to perform. I get so tired of communicating.
You will lose someone you can’t live without, and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.
first day of school wasn’t too bad i guess but half of the classes i’m going to like but for the last two not so much (with the ignorant fucks) but i enjoy acting crazy during the assembly with my friends always a good time <3
i love to post/reblog winter photography
it’s just so beautiful to look at for hours & hours and just never gets old ;A;
A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. it gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. but when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. the sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
Thank you again everybody for the birthday messages. Seeing those sweet messages was so much better than getting a present & all ♥ಥಥ appreciate it very much ~ love you all ♥
When I was going to work my mom told me to look at the women across the street. As my mom & I were looking at the women taking out leaves from her front yard & just rubbing it all over her face I said “what the hell” & while my mom drove I guess the women saw us still looking at her, she turned her head towards us and her expression was just pure evil and her face was like she was going to put a curse on us.
Tomorrow will be my last final & the last day of school щ(ಥДಥщ) good because this school year has been the most stressful year so far.